Something I find very interesting during the pregnancy and postpartum months is the inability to make a decision. This accompanies the inability to remember things, the inability to regulate your body temperature, and the inability to watch a sitcom with out crying, laughing hysterically during the un-funny moments, and then getting mad and throwing things at the television set. But yes, definitely the most interesting to me is the inability to make a decision. Maybe, or not.
I was thinking about this just now as I was trying to decide where I want to put my heating pad. Should it go on the kitchen counter on top of the mail, or on the kitchen counter on top of the camera? I seriously moved it back and forth a few times before deciding to put it away, in the bathroom that was a whole ten feet away from me.
Why am I sharing this with you? Because earlier I wrote an entire post that is yet to be published on this site. I like the post, I spent a fair amount of time writing it, but I can’t decide how to end the thing. The ending I have is not worthy. Yet I can’t really think of anything better.
So this is what you get for now. Perhaps I will post the real one later. Or maybe I’ll have to think on it a bit before I let you see it. I’m not sure, I just can’t decide.